Dreams, broken, fragile, falling, time, emotions.

One thing I have learned about dreams is they can either make you or break you. Lately I have been broken over and over again, getting smaller and smaller in this world thats growing bigger and bigger, untill someone steps on me and ends me for good. Wether it be accedental or purposly. You may be asking why am I so fragile? That one word that makes me so fragile is TRUST. Its hard to give and recieve it. But I'm working on it. With Rose pulling me out of this dark, wet, never ending pit I am decending into, as fast as she can I may come out with time. Or I may fall hard on my face like I have lately. Like I said TIME will tell. I dont like this Time person. He's not very nice. I may have to straighten him out soon. Well theres todays blurb.
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Have you ever found something that describes what you feel?

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

The words.

The words I love you used to mean something, like in old days when you didnt just say I love you to all your friends you see, it used to mean you really LOVE someone, for who they are, what they are, and who they will be. I know I have that kind of love for Rose, my family, and my sisters. I just hope they love me back. I know its a strange thought, but it dawned on me when I woke up. So I decided to share it with whoever may read this, even though I dont think more than one person has.....Well now I have shared.

New

Im new to this blogging thing, I tried one, and it failed badly, just like I do at most things. So I hope you will forgive me for it.

               Well, now you can see by that frst sentence I'm not a happy person. I dont enjoy being social, doing much with a group of people, or meeting new people. Im very held back. I have trust issues due to an event that happend this summer. The main person I trust with everything in my life (Including my life) Is Rose, she's always been there for me, ALWAYS. And I love her more than she will ever know. When I have rough, bad, and horrible days and have the urge to do something that will leave scares, shes there to stop me before its too late. If you got the chance to know her, dont pass it up, shes amazing, I must go now. Untill next time.
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